520，爱的仪式感
2021-05-20
今天是520，亲爱的民民，2011-2021我们已经相识相恋10年了，这个数字吓了我一跳，原来我也可以用十来计算年份了，十年间发生了很多事情，有些事情充满痛苦不愿再去回忆，有些事情如璀璨明珠永存心间，不时就想拿出来看看。特别是同来烟台之后，风雨同舟，共担责任。一起经营我们的小家，日子平稳而幸福。我知道，幸福不是到达了某一终点，实现了某一目标，而是希望在前面，我正迈着走向希望的步伐，充满希望的生活才是幸福生活！
看到你近来努力学习，学习英语，每天复盘，每天精神抖擞的工作，每天充满活力的陪孩子玩。我也受你影响，争取向着更好的自己发展。争取每天写写感悟和生活反思，每天都能读点书籍做点笔记，琢磨教学。
我喜欢舒婷在《致橡树》中对爱情的描述：我们分担寒潮、风雷、霹雳，我们共享雾霭、流岚、虹霓。仿佛永远分离，却又终身相依。爱，不仅爱你伟岸的身躯，也爱你坚持的位置，足下的土地！让我们携手走过人生的每一个十年吧。（此处应有背景音乐《十年》 ）
on first decade 520，to my dear wife mangmang:
For my limited English words, i will tell you simple words at the significant time with my happiness to family and you. It is my greatest glory to be your husband, and you let me be yangyang’s father.
To be honest, i really don’t know whether i have been ready to be and how to be a husband or a father. Used to be a son, a brother, a boyfriend, i seem to used to accepted and being cared. You don’t care my poor family and my normal aspect, don’t care my mistakes causing you crying in sad. In fact, i really am not a sweet boyfriend. I own you to much.
Although i don’t how to play well my now new part, i always tell myself to change being better, to study for improving. I don’t hate my father. I just want to be the one yangyang can follow and rely on during his growing, the one you want compared.
In the past ten years, i always missing, even sometimes i seem to have a properly direction and insist. Being yang, isn’t our fault, it is ridiculous to being yang and simple all the time. i think i really suit to be a lawyer, because i am easy to understand other’s meaning inside. Yet, without relationship and experience, being a lawyer to make money is tough. So, after yangyang‘s coming, i began to realizing that being better and making money are the most important things.
Know a person, starting from appearance, continuing with intellect, ending in quality. To you, i have no request. You are a good girlfriend, a good sister, a considerable daughter, a great wife and mother. You burden so much. You have been braving after experiencing a lot
