放假，搭车回家的我听着:
"so mi re mi re do，do la so，so so mi la so，re mi re do la re，la la so mi，re mi do la so，so so mi la so，re mi re do la do，la la so mi，re mi do la so，so so mi la so，re mi re，do la do "
感觉一切正常：人总是那么多，总是拥挤，而我感觉不到什么有意义的事情。
循环了几十遍这首纯音乐后，已有好几人下车，
是那些一开始就没座位的人。
而我也没有座位，可我还没有下车……
我只是想着：有位置的人不会先下车。
“有位置的人不会先下车”我也不知道为什么会想到这句话，还想了一阵子。
头好难受，
这么感觉的时候，我把单曲循环《你离开了南京，从此没有人和我说话》改成了随机播放Avril的歌。
第一首是《Here's to Never Growing Up》
当听着"Singing Radiohead at the top of our lungs，
With the boom box blaring as we're falling in love，
Got a bottle of whatever but it's getting us drunk，
Singing here's to never growing up..."
时，
我感觉好多了，这才是青春的歌，这才是青春的感觉!
第二首是《Wish You Were Here》
"I can be tough, I can be strong，But with you, it's not like that at all，There's a girl that gives a shit，Behind this wall you just walk through it..."
我听了还是觉得这很有青春感觉，
直到听到：
"What I'd do to have you here, here, here，I wish you were here，Damn! Damn! Damn..."
多么撕心裂肺的悲伤啊……我感觉自己比原来还要难受。
第三首是《Innocence》
"Waking up I see that everything is ok，
The first time in my life and now it's so great，Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed..."
还是觉得悲伤和难受，我感觉我要晕倒了，我感觉我的脑子已经废了……我不能再继续听她的歌。
我想到了Taylor，每次情绪低落时，听到她的声音我就会好很多，于是在我头昏脑涨时，切换了她的歌。
第一首是《New Year's Day》
"There's glitter on the floor after the party
Girls carrying their shoes down in the lobby..."
当我听到她的声音时，我真的好了很多……明明这首歌那么平静，好像只是轻声讲话，可是我觉得心安，
“啊，我的'幸运女神'”心里默默喊了句。
第二首是《Our song》
前奏是一段轻快的吉他声
然后她开始唱歌了"I was riding shot–gun with my hair undone
in the front seat of his car..."
我的注意力开始集中在她唱的内容上，而且我已经不觉得头疼了
"Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window,
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
cause it's late and your mama don't know，
Our song is the way you laugh..."
多么欢快的语调!
好像是一个恋爱的女孩用着愉快的语调在和我讲她的故事。
第三首是《Last Christmas》
"Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away..."
感觉不是很悲伤，觉得是在讲实话时的语气，但是里面却有着她的感情和想法...
第四首是《Sparks Fly》
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
and I'm a house of cards
You're the kinda reckless that should send me run
But I kinda know that I wont get far
And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch ..."
这是我听得次数比较少的歌，但是我现在非常非常喜欢它....
第五首是《Look What You Made Me Do》
"I don't like your little games
Don't like your tilted stage
The role you made me play
Of the fool, no, I don't like you
I don't like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn't cool, no, I don't like you
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time"
真酷!
第六首是《New Romantics》
We're all bored
We're also tired of everything
We wait for
Trains that just aren't coming
We show off
Our different scarlet letters
Trust me, mine is better
We're so young
But we're on the road to ruin
We play dumb
But we know exactly what we're doing"
嘿，是的，像这首歌唱一样"我们是如此的年轻
但是我们在毁灭的道路上
我们做愚蠢的事
但我们很清楚地知道我们在做什么"
第七首是《Cold As You》
"You have a way of coming easily to me.
And when you take, you take the very best of me.
So I start a fight because I need to feel something,And you do
what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted."
我感觉仿佛有人在用悲伤的语调讲自己的故事
第八首是《Dancing With Our Hands Tied》
"I, I loved you in secret
First sight, yeah, we love without reason
Oh, twenty-five years old
Oh, how were you to know?
And my, my love had been frozen
Deep blue, but you painted me golden......"
我听着这首歌，看着窗外:还是原来的路和原本的树
当听到Dancing with our hands tied, hands tied
Yeah, we were dancing"时，
到目的地了
