心若蒙尘,实难清明

今天,继续翻译这本虐童小说《母亲虐待日记》,看到这几段,简直不忍直视啊,天下之大无奇不有,一个星期前,河南鲁山县不是也有父母逼着女儿结婚,最后,女孩在新婚当天跳楼身亡吗?一个29岁的女孩尚且不敢反抗父母的压迫,何况是一个几岁的孩子呢?

如今想来,我的老母亲也有几分心理扭曲,每次骂我就是说我吃屎长大的,这难道让她很光荣吗?我想,只不过是同小说中大卫母亲一样,纯粹满足她变态又扭曲的心理罢了。敬请欣赏很恶心的几段英文,如下:

Once in the cabin, I was scolded for making too much noise. For my punishment, I was not allowed to go with Father and my brothers to the super slide. I sat on a chair in a corner, shivering, hoping that something would happen so the three of them wouldn't leave. I knew Mother had something hideous on her mind.

有一次在小木屋里,我因为太吵闹被狠狠责骂。为了惩罚我,母亲不许我和爸爸哥哥们玩超级滑滑梯。我独自坐在一角的椅子上,瑟瑟发抖,希望发生点意外,这样爸爸和哥哥才不至于离开。我知道母亲头脑中,有着某种令人惊骇的东西。

As soon as they left, she brought out one of Russell's soiled diapers. She smeared the diaper on my face. I tried to sit perfectly still. I knew if I moved, it would only be worse. I didn't look up. I couldn't see Mother standing over me, but I could hear her heavy breathing.

他们仨很快离开,母亲拿出弟弟罗素的脏尿布,把屎尿糊在我脸上,我努力试着极其平静坐着。我知道,如果我躲开,情况只会更糟糕。我不敢抬头,我不能看居高临下的母亲,但是,我能听到母亲沉重的呼吸声。

After what seemed like an hour, Mother knelt down beside me and in a soft voice said, 'Eat it.'

大约过了一小时后,母亲在我身旁蹲下来,并用轻柔的声音说道:“吃下去!”

I looked straight ahead, avoiding her eyes. ‘No way!' I said to myself. Like so many times before, avoiding her was the wrong thing to do. Mother smacked me from side to side. I clung to the chair, fearing if I fell off she would jump on me.'I said eat it!' she sneered.

Switching tactics, I began to cry. ‘Slow her down,' I thought to myself. I began to count to myself, trying to concentrate. Time was my only ally.Mother answered my crying with more blows to my face, stopping only when she heard Russell crying.

最后,大卫母亲心理变态,我的母亲多少也有几分心理变态,河南29岁新娘魏亚蕊的爸妈,同样被封建吃人的礼教宗法制度搞变态了,但我想说,归根结底,还是当事人本身心理变态了,绝不能一味归成是制度问题,中美父母那么多,心理变态和扭曲的,毕竟还是少数人。

心若蒙尘,实难清明,母亲一辈子也没走出大山,大卫母亲面对法官,尚且不承认虐待儿子,魏亚蕊父母面对网络上的辱骂,一样云淡风轻,我妈临死前,还在骂人和数落儿女不孝。

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2025.12.16,Tuesday,乙巳年十月廿七日亥时许

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