She has captured my heart since I first laid my eyes on her. As I work with her to get some tasks done, I don’t feel bored at all about the work and am often surprised at how fast time slips away. She seems to have a good opinion of me; we get along very well. Because of her, I cannot help looking forward to going to work every day.
However, I have to bury my feelings deep inside. She is to hold an engagement ceremony with a man on the forthcoming holidays of National Day. It has broken my heart to hear that. I cannot say that I am not happy for her on that matter. What I can do is to pretend to be strong about it and bare the stupid infatuation here.
Days are numbered when I can see her. The moment she announced that she was going to be engaged soon, I have started to prepare myself to face her departure from here. My heart is not mine anymore. Running wild, it has become obsessed with her and is beginning to suffer for her.
