Congratulation, big boy!

Tomorrow is a big day, you are getting stronger, I don't like to say that you're getting older. It's not nice and kind.

This year is a big year for you and me, we've lived through some kind of difficulties. But it turns out we are bigger than all of those obstacles.

But there are still a lot of thing that I could not help, I wanna give you hand, but it's more than I could. I feel so sorry.

As a grownup at 27 years, what would you like to say to your future self and a resume of your 27 years?

I guess you would keep it to yourself.

I admire you for your courage which I have not,

I love you for what you are and you will be,

I miss you for all the past and the memories we will make,

I long for the life ahead, which we'll be together everyday.

I try to consider my current life as a challenge, as I do my master courses, I know it sounds foolish, who would have done her master in a factory?!

But I try, I try to change my lifestyle, I try to keep my chamber tidy, I programmed for the studies of everyday, I do my yoga regularly, etc.

I know master are far more than these, but I use what I can to achieve what I want, not literally, the master degree, but an attitude, that I'll progress, I'll try to make some difference.

You got me? I told you these is to make sure that you know you do your studies and in the meantime I'm doing the mine.

So I guess I'm super supporting you to finish your studies, even it's a good opportunity to know my country, though, as far as I'm concerned, it doesn't please you. But maybe you have seen some part of darkness of china, I'd love that you stay one year or more to know it better.

It is more than alcohol and sex.

At last, I wish you sincerely my botte, 生日快乐。愿以后你的每个生日，我都可以在你左右。

yours，

cacahouette

ps

i love you，

Always,

Time is nothing.