The bottom life make me both physically and mentally exhausted. These days l'm not happy cause the trifles. One of my colleague dislike me cause I was slow in the work. I also thought that she is not very kind,because l just a new employee. the things l do not very well it's nomal. I guess she had talk about me with other colleague who has a good relationship with her, beaucse I can feel it.
The world isn't either black or white, but too many peoples think it who has in the bottom life. Also include me. I want to grow up, but it's not easy to change. l want to be more tolerant, maybe also have a little difficult. l know that the other people don't like me, it seems that I'm so annoying. Sometimes I think that it's not all my wrong, please don't because me being slow in the work, that not unfair to me.
I don't know how to change my life and my mind. I hope other people can help me, if they have any advice. I'm so gratified that I read a article from JianShu state about the life. In it has a sentence I'm very like, "If nobody warming me, I can be the sun to light up myself." It make me have power to change.
