new job has been a week,feeling alright so far.

actually it feel much more like a dream too good to be ture for me .

ten years i come back to this country

2012 summer i land in beijing , knowing nothing

2013 summer i start a adventure for instant rich in shanxi, just a plain wilful gambel with my youth and talent.

2014 summer i start finding a new oppoturnity like jiuding and EY but failed, i thought i was suppose to get that in my destiny but failed somehow,i dont konw why, maybe i am emotionally damged which makes me very low selfesteem which affects other comman folks decisions. maybe i was destinied to suffer 7 more years.

2015 summer is one of the best take one of the greastest trip with jing and i give up to take that simple exam for that peice of work.

2016 summer also meaningful coz only prepartaion with rachel now she is married and the fact prove that i really not the material for that peice of work.

2017 summer i thought i found something i was born to do, new job as FA and i feel so arogant and proud.

2018 summer was the worst coz i lost my job and money and everything,new job as a management secretary wich cannot change or lead anything just becoz i wanna stay at shanghai and have a second chance.

2019 summer was great coz get a highly paid job in shanghai , new job as a CVC participator in the most meaningless way but i manage to stay in this city.

2020 summer was a start of a nightmare, new busniess with some true idioit and a marrige with a woman more like a responsibility work.but that was already my best chance.

2021 summer was a ongoing suffering with that nightmare with less intesnty, but get a highly paid job by bunch of the most stupid an contemptable person i ever met in life,it is a contiuning suffering.

2022 summer suddenly something i been looking for such long time has become a reality.i just anxious and doubt if this is a ture thing. after 8 years , i finally become a VC stage investor with a greet platform.

and i wich i have paid my debt of being an ignorant arrogant irresponsible naccisit.i suffered enough.