It's the time that have a final exam, but now i cannot focus on my study material,lol.

Maybe because of the boy who makes me feel happy? But actually, i felt i am not devoted to this relationship, which let me feel a bit shame. Am i talk to him face to face? 

I didn't know how to describe my feeling just mess, cuz i didn't find out his merit? maybe his real and healthy life behavior.

I checked out an app to search the other person who have the same Q as me. Most of the girls will choose their love in their young age; while others think they should find a men who love them most, so that they will not feel empty and loneliness about their relationship. 

As for me, i can't distinguish the feeling for Gucci. I do a list: his good appearance fits me, hard-working, walk softly, also healthy life. And these projects are similar to the computer boy, although he lack of the first element. However, I truly feel that he adores(?) me? 

mess about the relationship! gonna concentrate on myself!