It’s not an easy job to write English articles, particularly with such a profound topic. I would like to get the job done as soon as possible, and I have written several drafts these days, which are merely with the beginnings yet.
Here are my thoughts of how to be a beeter self.
Firstly,keep writing.
Writing each week gives me time to think carefully and reflect on what I want to achieve the most, and develop a clearer, achievable image and plan for that result.
Secondly,learn efficiently.
In order to review knowledge of the postgraduate entrance exams I always stay in the office for two hours after work . As a result when I leave the office, it’s dark outside.As far as I'm concernd it is not surprising because I take it for granted that deligence is the first step on the road to learning . Althogh I try my best to make full use of time,Sometimes I feel lonely when study alone so that my learning efficiency is not high.Therefore I endeavor to seek efficient study method.For example,I have been following Heju to study a lesson called The Programming Of Thinking recently which make me obtain the useful study methods and I am trying to apply it to reality.
Thirdly,keep exercising.
When I feel physically and mentally exhausted, I leave the office earlier than usual to exercise with friends or by myself. If I happen to miss a bus, I’ll walk to the next station. Brisk walking always cheers me up and relaxes my cervical spine. The scenery along the way is beautiful, and the green trees can relieve the fatigue of my eyes. Exercising alone gives me time to reflect on where I am today, as well as where I want to go, for every facet of my life.
Forthly,love is everying.
Walking down the street of the small town, I experienced it calmly from the bottom of my heart. Seeing the old residential buildings, groups of cheerful people playing cards or dancing, it occurred to me that one day in the future I’m likely to leave this place and the people I love most, certainly my parents included. All these years ,I have been pursuing my dream so that I haven't liven with my family until the recent two years .Living with them makes me feel ease and happy.
Yesterday I was asked what my dream was, I answered that I want to make a good life for someone I love. Compared with otkers' big dream like revitalizing China, it’s a small dream.Nonetheless ,I keep on struggling for my dream because I remember the following passage, ‘Life isn’t just about learning, its core is about people. The biggest problem of people obsessed with their learning and careers is ignoring the people around them. Whether it’s someone you love, or someone who loves you, their loss is your loss. Protecting them is an important study. This feeling is the driving force for survival, study and work. It is a must and an important measure of your knowledge and skills. When your knowledge and skills are not enough to protect them, you must be eager to learn, and you must study hard, and protect them desperately. As an adult, it is only when your knowledge and skills are enough to protect them that you are qualified to pursue poetry and distance. ’ I think what keeps me going on is love . I believe I will find the one who is willing to protect me.
Fifthly，keep the faith.
This morning some words from Michael Jordan made me cry, and he said ‘Maybe it’s my fault that you didn’t see that failure gave me strength and that my pain was my motivation. Maybe I lead you to believe that basketball is a God given gift and not something I worked for every single of my life.’
I failed many times and I was not happy in the past few years because I lost myself. I used to be lonely and have no love, lack of self-confidence and the sense of security. However, these words scarcely ever appear in my dictionary nowadays. I already know what the most important thing is .
We all have to deal with mountains that go way up high or go deep and low.Rather than pray to move that stumbling block,we need strength to climb it.
