you know maybe i could start writing things in English
to get a better view about everything going on in your life
and also to keep people who try to read my diary away
just for me if by any luck ,someone did read my diary ,and they know what i am talking about ,that would be my luck
ok ,so first ,introduce myself a bit
my name is Misaki,i am 32 years old
and currently i am unemployed ,not because i am lazy ,don't wanna work or something
i really didn't find anything that i want to do,
for example .you can apply for a waitress,cuz i was a waitress like 10years ago,
it is tough work
you butt your ass for the restaurant ,and you are not respected ,
the thing is i am not me anymore ,means i now do things differently,
i think differently,so how am i able to do the work when i didn't have a choice
but i really don't know what my futures would be ,no one does,
so why fuss
