首先，真的需要感谢你打开了2018年最后一条推送

这条推送其实我也准备了很长时间，灵感来自某次喧闹过后的午夜街头，我并没有喝酒我只是不想回家

那个时候距离2018结束还剩下30天，那一天夕阳过后我一路走着想着又是一年，脑海里过着这么些年的零散的画面，我在外面已经整整九年了

也许并不够完美，也未留过什么遗憾

但是无可否认，让我更加期待的2019，我准备好了

我想，你们也一样

所以这次我想跟你们分享我身边的2018

First of all, I really need to thank you for opening the last push in 2018

 In fact, I also prepared for this push for a long time. The inspiration came from the midnight street after some noise. I didn't drink and I just didn't want to go home.

 At that time, there were still 30 days left before the end of 2018. On that day, I was walking all the way and thinking about another year. I had scattered images in my mind for so many years, and I had been outside for nine years.

 Perhaps it is not perfect enough, nor has it left any regrets

 But there is no denying the fact that I am ready for 2019, which makes me look forward to more.

 I think you too

 So this time I want to share 2018 with you

她和他已经交往了五年，高中一直到大学甚至毕业，后来参加工作，她为了他真的不远千里来到了他所在的城市，她想要的是跟他在一起生活，一起打拼，一起在这个冷漠的城市里拥有一个小家

男的因为项目亏损在外面欠了钱，女孩回家要了三十万，帮助男的挺过难熬的日子，他们并没有结婚，只是简单的见过了双方的家长

但是就在2018要结束的时候，他们分手了。

并不是因为钱，实际上我也不清楚具体原因，我想，那个男的一定是不愿意让女孩跟着他受苦吧

我还是更希望女孩在新的一年里能够遇到真爱

She and he have been dating for five years, from high school to college or even graduation, and later to work. She really came to his city for him thousands of miles. What she wanted was to live with him, struggle together and have a small family in this indifferent city.

 Men owe money to the outside because of the project losses. The girl asked for 300,000 yuan to help the men survive the tough times. They were not married but simply met their parents.

 But just before the end of 2018, they broke up.

 It's not because of money, actually I don't know the specific reason. I think the man must be unwilling to let the girl suffer with him.

 I still hope that girls will meet true love in the new year

那一年高考，他并没有考上他理想的大学，家里人已经因为意见不同炸开了锅，其实他知道，高考是改变命运的唯一机会，但是他就这么轻易的把机会放走了。他选择了不愿意出门，封闭了一段时间，最后远离了自己熟悉的烟台小城，跑去了一个更远更偏僻的三线四线城市

时隔多年，他并不想回家发展，依然选择坚持他当年的道路，后来直到有一天，他回来了，才发现，他走远了，真的无法拥抱近在咫尺的幸福

He didn't go to his ideal university that year in the college entrance examination, and his family had already exploded because of different opinions. In fact, he knew that the college entrance examination was the only chance to change his fate, but he let it go so easily.  He chose not to go out, closed down for a period of time, and finally ran away from his familiar Yantai town to a far more remote third-line and fourth-line city.

 After many years, he didn't want to go home and develop, and still chose to stick to his old road. Later, when he came back, he found out that he had gone far and really couldn't embrace the happiness close at hand.

有一次打车，走的匆忙，忘记了包里没有钱，是真的没有钱，然后到了以后要付钱发现包里是空的，我跟司机说你把我微信加上我给你转账，我那个时候确实也有点事情挺着急的，然后他笑着说不用加了我知道你有急事你下车吧

那真的是我第一次跟陌生人要微信号码，竟然遭到了拒绝。

然后就这样刷了一次脸。

谢谢你，陌生人

2018年里，每当感觉生活要撑不下去的时候，总会看到身边的温暖

One time I took a taxi and left in a hurry. I forgot that there was no money in my bag. I really didn't have any money. Then I have to pay to find the bag is empty. I told the driver that you added my WeChat and I gave you a transfer. I was really worried about something at that time. Then he said with a smile that there was no need to add it. I know you have something urgent to get off the bus.

 It was really the first time I asked a stranger for a WeChat number and was rejected.

 Then I brushed my face once.

 Thank you, stranger

 In 2018, whenever you feel that life is not going to last, you will always see the warmth around you

每次下大雪，在公司里，只能点外卖。

有一次我下楼去小卖部买零食，看到了一个美团外卖的小哥，他穿着雨衣，身上都是雪花然后融化的雨水顺着他的头盔一直滴到他的鼻梁，电梯里很挤，他手里大概还拎着四五份外卖

听到他打电话让24楼的先生到电梯口接一下午餐，结果电梯到了24楼，并没有人，有人提醒了一句24楼到了，然后外卖小哥说，不好意思，对方说不来，接着电梯就上了27楼，27楼的客人已经很有礼貌的在电梯口等着他的午餐了

但是就在那时候，我注意到送外卖的小哥，他是一个残疾人，他艰难的挪动了几步，去递给正在电梯口等待取餐的那个人，然后又艰难的走进了电梯要下楼继续给刚才那位不愿意出来取餐的那位客人送餐

或许年轻人真的认为花了钱就应该享受到送货上门的服务，但是实际上并没有看到背后的心酸，这个世界上，没有人不辛苦，只有人不喊疼

Every time it snows, only take-away food can be ordered in the company.

 Once I went downstairs to the grocery store to buy snacks, I saw a little elder brother who took delivery of a beauty ball. He was wearing a raincoat and was covered with snow and then melted rain dripped down his helmet to his nose. The elevator was very crowded. He was probably carrying four or five takeaways in his hand.

 Hearing him call to ask Mr. 24 th floor to pick up lunch at the elevator entrance, the elevator arrived at the 24th floor, and no one was there. Someone reminded him that the 24th floor arrived, and then the takeout brother said, Sorry, the other party couldn't say, then the elevator went up to the 27th floor, and the guests on the 27th floor were already politely waiting for his lunch at the elevator entrance.

 But at that time, I noticed that the delivery boy was a disabled man. He struggled to move a few steps to pass to the person waiting for food at the elevator entrance, and then walked into the elevator to continue to deliver food to the guest who did not want to come out to take food just now.

 Perhaps young people really think that they should enjoy the door-to-door delivery service when they spend money, but in fact they do not see the sadness behind them. In this world, no one does not work hard, only one does not shout pain.

每一天，我都在他的怀里醒来，他会先给我一个早安的吻，然后会给我盖好被子，他会说时间还早，你八点起床。接着他会把我的粉红豹放到我的旁边，起身去厨房给我准备早餐。等我睡醒了去洗脸刷牙准备化妆，他会把我的奶茶送到我的梳妆台，提醒我趁热喝，很多时候我会觉得烫，他会接过去然后去厨房把奶茶来回倒进杯子里变成温的然后再给我送过来。我习惯了他对我的好，所以当他忘记给我的薯条加番茄酱时，我会生气地把番茄酱打翻到地上，然后他会说我就是个小孩子，接着他会捡起来番茄酱继续给我挤番茄酱。

感谢这要过去的2018.让生活包容了这个爱发脾气的我，以后还要麻烦多多关照

Every day, I wake up in his arms. He will give me a good morning kiss and then cover me up with a quilt. He will say it's early. You get up at eight o'clock.  Then he will put my pink panther next to me and get up and prepare breakfast for me in the kitchen.  When I wake up to wash my face and brush my teeth for makeup, he will send my milk tea to my dressing table to remind me to drink while it is hot. Many times I will feel very hot. He will pick it up and then go to the kitchen to pour milk tea back and forth into a cup to become warm and then send it to me.  I got used to his kindness to me, so when he forgot to add ketchup to my fries, I would upset ketchup to the ground angrily, then he would say I was a child, and then he would pick up ketchup and continue squeezing ketchup for me.

 Thank you for the past 2018. Let life accommodate this angry me and take care of me more trouble in the future.

此刻的你，可能正在回家的路上，去跟朋友一起跨年的路上，准备和喜欢的人见面，或许像我一样在电脑前看着这篇推送

我希望看到这条推送的你们能跟我一起记住2018最后一次的夕阳，然后转身拥抱2019

最后，送给你们一句我最喜欢的话

2018，有人看见星辰，有人看见尘埃

不过没关系，一切都翻篇了

At this moment, you may be on your way home, on the new year's journey with friends, preparing to meet someone you like, or watching this push in front of the computer like me.

 I hope you can remember the last sunset of 2018 with me and then turn around and embrace 2019.

 Finally, let me give you one of my favorite words

 In 2018, some people saw the stars and some saw the dust

 But it doesn't matter, everything has been turned over