It's difficult to find an ideal job if you are only confined to your specilized subject unless if you become an expert in it. As a result, many college students strike and work hard in college winning various of scholarships and certificates only to find them useless after graduation. So they start to complain the unfairness that their cost is unproportional to the gain especially when they carry a load of student loan. Sometimes they even feel embarrassed to mention their college certificate or education background, apart from which they suddenly find they own nothing after graduation. No! They indeed own something, that is their unwillingness aganist mediocrity and their never-ending learning spirit. What they need is only time to grow up and find their right career path.
Some will still feel their work and life lack of enthusiasm. Because every time in the classmate party, someone will talk about their uncommon experiences or special persons they meet with great passion while you may find yourself always silent without fresh topics to contribute to the lively discussion.
So you begin to self examine yourself. You find you are just a middled-aged woman with plain looks and you have not even one achievement to boast of. Though others praise your mild character and they joke that they have never seen and will never see your angry face. You know by yourself that once in while you lose your temper at home complaining your husband's procrastination habit and howling the bear child's excessive vigorness.
In fact, deep in your heart you have certain fears because you are too timid to try some challenging career. On the one hand, like most people you seek secure inside afraid of changes; on the other hand, you are not content with the current situation believing you deserve a better life. Consequently, the contradictions cause your spiritual pain. You stagger along the way still groping the path to the light beacon but not without self-doubt.
Luckily, time and tide has taught you something. Now you know what's the most important thing in life and can always make a wise choice accordingly in spite of different voices from the outside world.
Once when you talk with your friend, an independent and successful girl, she said that :"When I was still young, I also feel confused about my future like my contemporaries. But one thing is certain: though I don't know what I like doing, I do know what I don't like doing. " Her words are enlightening for me. Growing up is a long process during which you finally find your ideal with exclusive method. Sometimes you just know it's not what you like, but other times you need to pay certain costs to find it's not what you like.
Life is just like this. So never give up and keep going on. One day you will find yourself grown up unknowingly. During the process remember to keep happy.
As we know, one talkative person may be not open and extrovert, and he may possess a tightly-closed heart. He that talks much errs much sometimes. So being a mild and silent person is not such a bad thing. According to scientists, those kind of person can still be a good manager due to their certain special qualities. That means whatever your character is, every one has his own inferiority which on the contrary promotes him to work harder and become better.
