摇篮在深渊上方摇着，而常识告诉我们，我们的生存只不过是两个永恒的黑暗之间瞬息即逝的一线光明。尽管这两者是同卵双生，但是人在看他出生前的深渊时总是比看他要去的前方的那个（以每小时大约四千五百次心跳的速度）深渊要平静得多。然而，我认识一个年轻的时间恐惧者，当他第一次看着他出生前几个星期家里拍摄的电影时，体验到一种类似惊恐的感情。他看见了一个几乎没有任何变化的世界——同样的房子，同样的人——然后意识到在那里面他根本就不存在，而且没有人为缺少他而难过。
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THE cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness. Although the two are identical twins, man, as a rule, views the prenatal abyss with more calm than the one he is heading for (at some forty-five hundred heartbeats an hour). I know, however, of a young chronophobiac who experienced something like panic when looking for the first time at homemade movies that had been taken a few weeks before his birth. He saw a world that was practically unchanged—the same house, the same people— and then realized that he did not exist there at all and that nobody mourned his absence.
