又被我妈训了一图，怪郁闷的，
talked with another guy know though she seems that unpatient with me
He just say that walking in a famous company is very boring. After that we talk for nothingum, actually is really an action waste of time
My mom is always uh says the same things is really boring. But this time I found that I really don't have a clearly plan
last year when the teacher told me that there is only two university in Singapore. I believe it immediately and I never think about it by Common sense, how could a country only have only two.
In the morning I always fearful fearful of myfantasy I always have fantasy when I woke up
过去我看完一本书扔一本，后来没扔，反正我这些书回头再看吸收率只有5%，我现在吸收率30%
我最近养成的好习惯就是看见炸鸡不怎么想吃，主要是看见甘蔗还有沙糖桔一类的东西，我这几年越来越觉得无法忍受了，太甜了
我家基因到底得多差，别说了，哎哟，你有种东西叫做家族天生肌肉含量过高，而且不仅是高，我是天生性驼背，不知道为什么我们家人全都驼背，然后还外带脊柱侧弯
我之前以为这只是我小时候没注意，后来我发现这竟然是家族遗传
另外我意识到，其实我讨厌别人，很多时候我并没有找对原因，they are so silly and awful terrible. But the real reason because they have but the most possible and most frequent frequentlyreason is they have as high as terms
Self esteem they don't havethe sense of knowing themselves
Yes, I would say I even hated them for their
Superior
Superiority So hateful of these. Well though it has nothing to do with the reality, but it makes them sometimes feel happy satisfied
人的表情情感先出现在eyes， lips。I found that I always try to rprice some of emotions
When I press on emotions it's always appears in my movements inbecause when I was impatient though I try to overcame it but I will struck my shoulder unconsciously. And when I feel I thinking too much, I am too emotional no. And try to forgot something I will um
After that I feel my eyes will blink very tightly
I think that means I control too much
一见钟情，我觉得其实我算也有，当初我跑完步心情特别好，看见一个小帅哥盯着我看，然后我觉得他可能对我有好感，但是又感觉不对，然后后来原来是我擦汗的时候，手指粘在了头发上了
身体不舒服，别人无非说也就是告诉你，哎呀，确实是你好苦啊，表达一些同情，或者说没关系，吃点药再忍忍这些
但是现在想想，这无非就是一个传递性的问题，不是说没人安慰你，你就忍不过去，只是说有人安慰你，你能。就是就是这种鼓励情绪性，嗯意意愿吧，反正这种意念的传递
应该能交，就是提高一下你回复的速度，
不管是语气还是某一个词的差异，都能体现这个人的优先性等等
差异就在反应的点疫苗上
我是low self。I said is this because uh I born in such a family。I think so because every family members of me is slow its time and most of peoplethey don't respect me I think I don't know who friends who is respect me my friends arenothealthy friendships when I was young when I was a child uh my friends theydon't care about me actually but
Uh, all right. Uh actually um my classmates never treat me good. Uh so I guess that's. The problem it's not very big o and I get sensitive. There are good things ofsun I was sensitive
我无法跟那种经常不回消息的人教我，而且他不回消息完全具有随机性，我这种人总是不会给我带来任何安全的
想去当服务员，哪怕我上的是晚班，但是总会有那么几天人家叫我起的很早
近视和眼睛老化是两个不同的概念，近视是嗯算了，我觉得我没必要在此解释，只是说看的东西太近，导致的而散光是因为灯光质量不好，当然也是你看的太多了，用眼过度
干眼症嘛，作伴是看屏幕多少，由于眨眼过少而引起的对我来说最可怕的其实是晶体老化，
对于我来说，我主要症状就是飞蚊症，近视只是看不清晶体老化导致过早失明
always get up late one hour later than at home when I am at school. Then then this this times I found that because we are in the different time zone. So that is very natural. And so I should get up later and sleep later
就是说这个广泛的联系我还真没主意
本来想去日本旅游，最后觉得。把这钱用来学舞蹈吧
我表现好的一个地方是对厌恶的人自动表现出来，很害怕他们
曾经，我似乎对父母 过度的依恋，
一个缺点不是冲动，冲动是屈从于强烈的情感之下，我是想不清楚，我称之为青帅和鲁莽
我以前以为我是有闯劲儿，但是后来发现人家所谓的冒险家是他有冒险精神，比如说有50%的概率能得到100块钱和25%的
