Finally get my new book after waiting for a very very very long time. I’m very excited and at the same time I’m confused. I asked myself a question, “What happened to those kids or am I the weird one that thinks in a weird way?” Because I realized that I don’t have a friend to share my happiness of this moment with, but you, my dear diary. How are you? It’s been ages that I didn’t talk to you. I really missed you actually. Recently I found myself a little bit bizarre. Always talking to myself and don’t wanna communicate with human beings and also talking to a girl who is the main character of a book which I am recently reading. It’s crazy, but it’s incredible as well. I am pretty happy with my virtual world though. That’s a peaceful and colorful place which allows me to be exactly who I am. And I got something to share with YOU. Plus, my new book is Shakespeare’s The Sonnets. I literally love his writings, and I’m glad that human beings can have such a great writer, living legend, genius and also the greatest play write in the whole universe. He is one f my favorite writers and such a blessing that I can read them. People should read them too. They are epic.
Okay, where was I? Oh yeah, today most people like talking about bullshits. Girls like talking about boys, make-ups, money, rumors, blah blah blah, and boys like talking about girls and most importantly, mobile games. I still cannot understand what happened to them. I’m not saying that they cannot talk or whatever, what I’m trying to say is that they can also do something else. At the same time, I’m not saying that I am good or something like that. People don’t read and they don’t make progress, and they don’t know they are stupid, including me. Every time when I want to share some opinions about a book or want to recommend a book, nobody’s willing to give me a listen. It sucks.
It is a time for the younger generations to boast how much money they spent, how many make-ups they bought, how many classes they didn’t attend, how many boys/girls they dated and how much time they wasted on sleeping…On the contrary, it is not a time for the younger generations to share some useful messages or talking about something deeper. I saw some of my classmates are trying so hard on their studies, but I doubt what they are rushing for. Money? Fame? Passion? Further study? Who knows. But the point is that are they really trying hard or are they just hardly trying?
It seems to me that there are more and more people stop thinking. I look around and found out people are just drifting aimlessly or staring at their phone screen soullessly. It’s totally a chaos. But do you know what is funny is that phones don’t work. People can’t go through a day without using phones, because when they completely focused on their phones they forget about the whole thing. However, when they go back to the reality, they kind of come to realize something that waiting to be done and they are incapable of the job. It is a horrible circumstance even in the future. Therefore, I’d prefer staying in my own world, swimming in a sea of different cultures, different characters and most importantly, in a true soul. I like being alone. I love myself and can’t wait to know more about myself. To discover who I really am and what I really want. Life’s a good thing and there’s so much to smile about.
Last but not least, I hope that you can be as independent as me.(Btw, I sort of figured out that this is one of the main reasons why I’m single for decades, lol.) Brave, positive, intelligent, kind and most importantly, humble.
Take good care of yourself my girl. I’ll see you around!
