our love, fear, uncertainty and unsettlement

will write later, of C's fear When T went to X's apartment n have sex. And T's fear of C is going to her bf to live. The poem he wrote, the suffering in both their heart. And he said that: I want you to feel assured and safe in me. I think That is what we want to feel in love. However, he also said:  If I can't learn anything new with the person I'm livingwith I'd rather live by myself. Not only about you, whomever that is. This is also true, and I agree in that, I also think the relationship should continuously bring freshness to each other, or maybe continuous is too much, at least should be frequently, while that needs like the state of moving forward. Is it too tired to always on the way, I dont know, and then there r always uncertainty. what to do.