2025-04-07 Sunny

Today, it was overcast, and my mood fluctuated. I attempted to calm myself down, yet in vain.
This month, I've been approached by three enterprises. I've done my best to prepare for them and faced the interviews with great effort. Although I felt a bit nervous, during the process, I was also fortunate to think that my bad luck had reached its limit and better days were to come. However, the results still failed to live up to my expectations. Before the Qingming Festival, the most promising company informed me of the out come, which really left me feeling dejected and dispirited. It seems that the trials haven't come to an end, and I still have to keep moving forward on my job-hunting journey.
This is the last day of the Qingming Festival. I briefly formulated a plan and will gradually adjust my daily routine to get myself back into the working state. I'll treat job-hunting as a job itself, making sure not to slack off and maintaining my good condition. The pressure of job-hunting in March has been weighing heavily on my heart, making me feel breathless. Now that it's April, the depression in my heart is like a turbid solution that has separated into two layers. One layer at the bottom is getting increasingly dense and solidifying into a mass, while the other layer on top is as clear as water. I still hope to face the possible persistent difficulties with a more lucid mindset. At the very least, I won't give up and will hold on.
Tomorrow is likely to be a sunny day.

今天天气阴天，我心情有点起伏，但是想平静下来，未果。
这个月有三家企业找到了，我也尽量去准备，并努力去面试。虽然有点忐忑，过程中我也庆幸自己否极泰来，但结果还是不尽人意。清明前，最有希望的一家告知我结果，我真的很是沮丧和失落。看来考验并没有结束，我还是在求职之路继续前行。
这是清明的最后一天，我简单写了个计划，逐步调整自己的作息时间，让自己回归工作的状态，把找工作的事情作为一个工作吧，不要让自己松懈，保持状态。3月找工作的压力一直压在我的心中，让我无法呼吸。现在到了四月，心中的压抑，像是浑浊溶液一样，分成两层，一层在底下，愈发厚重，凝固成团；一层在上面，清澈如水。我还是想让自己以更加通透的思想去面对可能持续的困境，最少不要放弃，坚持住。
明天应该会是一个晴天吧。