HOMELESS TO HARVARD

If my words count,I want them to be right.I want to stand beside people beside walk(齐头并进)and not be so far beneath them.Then become very developed and read all the best of books.That has always been my life

油菜花田

        People will die, the flowers will fade, what seems valuable is meaningless in fact. Ultimately left behind is an image, an blurred image, for our memories.The world is not real, we live in each other's hearts. She lives in my heart, but I have nowhere to stand. I am lonely and helpless in this world.

        You will follow a downward spiral to a worse place. You break every road, refuse every opportunity, and you disappoint everyone who ever trusted you. At that moment, I understood that I had to make a choice. I can find all kinds of excuses for myself to bow to my life or force myself to create a better life.

        I am really smart, I will be succeed. I just need opportunities. Yes, I need opportunities to climb out of the environment where I have been born in. All the people I know are full of resentment、tired and angry. They live only to survive. But I believe there is a  place  out there.That's better and more developed place.And I want to live in that place. That's it.

        Why can't people like me have something special about them ? Because they were born? NO ! NOt exactly . I try my best not to fall to the bottom of society . If , if I work hard !  I'm close to that film now, within reach.

        I have always loved my mother, whenever and wherever, I have always loved her, although sometimes even she was too busy to forgot herself, I have always loved her, from the  beginning to the end. She lives in my heart, but I have nowhere to stand, I am lonely and helpless.

        The world is turning, and you are only a piece of dust. Even if you disappear, the world is still turning. Don't think that the world will change according to your will, because the will of others is much stronger than yours. What if i do everything that i can do every potential ? Put down the burden and let it pass, so that they can continue to move forward. I know there's a better and richer life out there, and I want to live in a world like that.

        No one can bargain with life, so as long as you live, you must work hard. I felt lucky for myself because I never felt safe for myself, so I was forced to move forward, and I had to do that. There's no way back in the world, and when I realize that, I think, well, I'll try my best to see what happens. Happy life needs patience. Always believe that fate after patience will give you a loving smile !

        What is home? A roof? Bed? Where  you must be accepted? In that case, at the age of 15, I began to be homeless. Sometimes I think there is a shell outside the world. All of us are born under this shell. You can see the outside from the shell, but you can't get it out.

        When people die and put them in the pit, everything is so real and meaningless. What they leave behind is the fragments of behavior(生活印记), the fragments and the air, that is what we remember.

        I remember sliding down the slope with my mom, her shoulders warmly embracing me, when I was very young and she was fine. That was a long time ago, maybe only once, maybe she betrayed me countless times, but it doesn't matter, the number of times does not mean the problem, we remember our choice.

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