This is my first blog. I just want to start to record my study and life using words.As my boyfriend said, I m too poor at writing to be a post graduated studentmajoring in Chinese linguistics. I want to change.
There are only 2 months before my graduation, but I still don't know where should Igo. It is a pity. At least I know what should I do.
At the first place, I should learn and write some academic papers in English forthe PhD application. While I also need to improve my English especiallyspeaking listening. I ll watching and recite the TED every afternoon.
In addition, I need to learn python, Cantonese and Korean which I told the targetsupervisors I m good at. Every morning I will gain these skills by listening tothe courses.
Of course, it is the physic exercises that is what I should persevere in.
I wanna be an energetic young lady, who has dream and confidence.
April 14, 2016
Several days ago, I got contact with an oldfriend. We talked in an exciting atmosphere. But then I realized both of ushave changed. We know each other in the students’ union, he became the chef,finally and I was nothing. Now, he is a government civil servant, while I stillin the tower of ivory. You know, I m an old student. During our talk he invitedme to go back to Yantai, go back to our university and go back to the union’soffice to see the place where we got together. I know all his meanings areenthusiastic, but what stuck me is his official accent. Maybe it is related tohis job and position. He may complain with the busy work, but in the back of ithe is proud of his position now, which let me remember another acquaintance whois a civil servant, too. He once wrote a blog about the situation that all themost prominent people became civil servant. He is totally proud and deeplybelieve himself and his career are most vital in the society. Who give theconfidence to him?
People around me have changed, some of themmarried with a rich man, showing off their happiness or taking care of theirbabies wholeheartedly. Sometime when they hear about my life they think what apity! They love me, I know, but we have been different already. Like in across, we chose the different way and then we became different kind of people.
However, the most important matter is welove each other from the past to the future. That's enough. I will give all mybest wishes to my friend, even if they are not in the same way with me any more.I don't care about other things, what I should do is going on chasing my dream,the true things I really want to dedicate my whole life to.
