Tonight I went to PS and did a TT and an evaluation on the stage.Amazingly I no longer felt nervous. Even though my speech was not as good as Anna Coco, but I was very happy tonight. Without bothered by the tension, I felt free all through my body.
Actually in the morning and afternoon, when I thought of the speech needed to be done in the evening, I felt something in my mind.
On the way to the club, I reminded myself that the purpose I went to PS was not to practice my public speaking, but to practice my English and make more friends. Because I somewhat know that I am not good at speaking and my public speaking will not be my strong points. Even though I made my best to speak very well 5 years later when I was 40, I bet others can surpass me in another field. So it will always goes that I try to catch up with others, which won’t make out. I need to figure out my strong point to compete others right now.
So I told myself that I don’t have to polish my speaking,but to get used to the stage. That is to say, I am satisfied with my content. As long as I can deliver it naturally and by the way improve the English and widen the network of contacts, it will be perfect.
Then I was relieved and no long nervous. I remember during the meeting, when Anna delivered her evaluation, I pay no attention on purpose and it worked very well. My emotion was not influenced as usual and I did my evaluation very smoothly.
Thank myself. Things will be better and better. Hope everything will be smooth for my dad. Night.
