The last half of August begins from today. And I determine to get up one hour earlier than before which means 4:30 every morning. Stone is going to kindergarten next month. It requests to get there before 8 o'clock. So he should wake up around 7 o'clock. If I still want to enjoy 3 hours' study without interruption in the morning I have to get up at 4:30 at least. It's OK because I will go to sleep at 9 o'clock in the evening. 7 hours' sleep is enough for me.

Donkey is not a responsible father. He always escapes his responsibility to play with Stone and asks his dad to accompany the kid instead. I know he is exhausted because of work, but who is not? After I had complained about that yesterday, he was angry, and did not say a word the whole day. This makes me despise him. I don't want to bear that and I deleted his We Chat account. I could live perfectly well without him. 

There was a small lump under the foot of my right ear but it vanished this weekend. Because I have relaxed myself. I am not as anxious as I was in the beginning of this month, for I know what should be done next and eventually decide to give up my work and Japanese. I will not look for new topic unless it comes into my sight automatically. I will pause both Wednesday and Friday's afternoon Japanese course since September 1st.  As my attention being focused on the application, it will become easier. Writing the requirements is not a big deal for me. What I should do is to express myself clearly in English. And there are numerous friends who have promised to help me revise. On my schedule, I intend to finish all these before November. I think I could manage it.

My stomach suffered from colic one more last Saturday after having lamb kebab and yogurt together. My stomach is too weak to digest that. I have to be careful more and more about my emotion and food for health sake. The only advantage of this is that I will not get fat any more. But I could eat whatever I like either, like a man in diet.