where am I going?
what are the three philosophy questions in our life?
who am I？where am i from? where am I going? it's three important philosophy question.I am Betty, I am a doctor's wife. I am from a doctor's family. I am going to help the doctor to build his career. besides, I am older and older, I don't want to be employed by others. it means that I want to be the boss myself, especially the boss of Traditional Chinese Medicine Clinic
action speaks louder than words, how to achieve my goal.
i found a job a an assistant of veteran practitioner of TCM.there are two tasks,one is record what’s wrong with the patient. such as: how is your shit? how is urinate？the other is to tell the patients how to take the medicine，and ask them to fellow the dietary restriction.
however, during the first day of my work,i felt so disgusting and i wanted to give up.because one of my patients told me the shape of his shit like chopsticks, he described so clearly that the shape of the shit picture lingered in the mind,and never went away. then it was time for lunch, when i used the chopsticks, i thought of the shape of his shit, i began to retch, my leader asked me : what happened, are you a pregnant, do you have a baby? i told her the story. my leader was eating her lunch without stopping, and told me that it took her 3 months to adapt to the job. at the beginning,she couldn’t eat, too. so she was too thin to walk. we both laughed, i said it’s a good chance to lose weight.
when i arrived home from work, it was time for dinner,when i picked up the chopsticks, i thought of the shit shape again, i began to retch again. after my husband knew the story ,he said:”it doesn’t matter, it is just the word,you couldn’t see the physical object，it’s ok. you konw that the doctors in Clinical Laboratory saw all kinds of shit every day, they also smelt it. how do they stand it? i said: they are so great.
when iwanted to give up, i persuaded myself that “others can do it, i can do it,too. i should see it as a common thing,don’t have more imagination in mind.”
because i know what’s my goal, i know where am i going. i am betty, a doctor’s wife, i want to start our career, although it is very difficult at the beginning, i have to face the difficulty bravely and make myself adjust to the new job.
