不会因为人性( human nature) 而感到意外, 也不会花太多时间感受背叛
when I get little surprise as a result of human nature to spend much time feeling betrayed
我总是低下头调整自己去适应这类事情, 所以我不允许自己花太多时间去感受背叛
I just put my head down and adjust , so I don't allwo myself to send much time ever ith any feellings of betrayed
如果这个想法在我脑中闪过, 我会马上规避掉它. 我不喜欢任何成为受害者的感觉
If some flicking idea like this that came to me, I 'd get rid of it quickly . I don't like any feelign of being victimized.
我认为这是一种适得其反的思考方式
I think it is counerproductive way to think as human being
我不是受害者, 我是幸存者
I am not a victim . I am a survivor .
