这是我第一次觉得未来我可能会放弃李海。
他是迷惘型的恋爱对象，他做不了决定。他看似很有主见，很有目标，但是他不敢承认其实他只喜欢新鲜的事物，他喜欢不同的文化，不同的挑战，不同的风景，当然也包括和不同的人在一起。
当我在用尽全力地去赚的和他永远在一起的机会的时候，他却会压力越来越大，因为他从来没有过稳定的生活，他不确定这就是他想要的。而这不是他想要的的几率一定很大
你说你只是一个backpacker. I thought I know what it means. But maybe I was wrong.
U means u are a backpacker. U wouldn't never stop trying new things when U are my only one in the bottom of my heart.
U just love new things. The world is big. Yeah.
So To explore it.
Actually I love u more than the world
I know I shouldn't expect u love me back.
好了不矫情了 我今天想这么多只是
我不能理解为什么他来中国学习中文和咏春确不选择和我一起在杭州
他说他想要一个a city where is cool and cheap and not remote ,he said he won't come to Hangzhou
it's not cool ?
If that's the reason. I would be so angry cause that means I am right. He just wanna new things
Every night with new people,dancing drinking chatting laughing smoking hugging kissing sleeping fucking
Every day with new people eating walking traveling playing cards dices showing tricks to make them laugh
That's exactly what u want right ?
U don't want me
I can't take it To be ur parttime girlfriend
I don't know what kind of love is what I want if we break up
I think I will try my best to be not fall in love again
So live alone?
I don't know
If no one knows me
I 'd love to die
Life is a boring game
I don't wanna play anymore
If no one knows me
I am here still alive
Mostly cause of my dreams
U are my dream now
After u
I
No
U are sick
Shut up
但是李海我就想问你
如果你在中国呆了这五个月后，我们会有10年见不到面，那么你愿意
这五个月呆在杭州吗？
其实我也害怕你和我一起呆五个月
如果我们就这样腻了彼此
那我对爱情将会多么绝望啊
其实我找到原因了 你就是
不自信
焦虑
你怕你办不到能和他一起旅行一辈子
所以就
任务:
Would u love to travel with me all the time until u wanna settle down?
If u do want
No fear
From that moment
Do u know how much I love you how much I want u
Now I know why there are a lot of love song with this geci
