Someone You Loved
词/曲/演唱 Lewis Capaldi
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me,
我正堕入深渊害怕无人相救
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy,
这孤注一掷的爱让我逐渐失去理智，
I need somebody to heal,
我需要有人来治愈我，
Somebody to know,
有人懂我，
Somebody to have,
有人陪我，
Somebody to hold,
有人抱我，
It's easy to say,
这说起来容易，
But it's never the same,
要做到真的很难，
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed
all the pain,
我想我还是喜欢你漠视一切痛苦（的模样），
Now the day bleeds,
此刻血染残霞，
Into nightfall,
暮色四合，
And you're not here,
而你不在这里，
To get me through it all,
陪我渡过这难关，
I let my guard down,
我毫无防备，
And then you pulled the rug,
你的离开令我猝不及防，
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved .
我已经习惯成为那个你爱过的人了。
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to,
我正在堕入深渊，害怕无人相救，
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you,
这孤注一掷的爱让我在没有你时独自沉睡，
Now I need somebody to know,
此刻我需要有人倾诉，
Somebody to heal,
有人治愈，
Somebody to have,
有人陪伴，
Just to know how it feels,
只要能感同身受，
It's easy to say but it's never the same,
说起来容易却行之不易，
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape,
我想我还是喜欢你助我逃脱的样子，
Now the day bleeds,
此刻血染残霞，
Into nightfall,
暮色四合，
And you're not here,
而你却没在我身边，
To get me through it all,
陪我披荆斩棘，
I let my guard down,
我毫无防备，
And then you pulled the rug,
你的离开令我措手不及，
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved,
我也逐渐习惯了成为那个你爱过的人，
And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes,
每一次痛苦来袭，我总是闭上双眼，
I fall into your arms,
投入你的怀抱，
I'll be safe in your sound, 'Til I come back around,
直到回到你身边，我才会安然无恙
For now the day bleeds,
而此刻残阳如血，
Into nightfall,
夜幕降临，
And you're not here,
你却不在我身边，
To get me through it all,
陪我渡过这难熬的岁月，
I let my guard down,
我卸下防备，
And then you pulled the rug,
你翩然远去，
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved,
我也慢慢习惯了做那个你曾深爱过的人，
But now the day bleeds,
残阳如血，
Into nightfall,
夜幕降至，
And you're not here,
你却不在这里，
To get me through it all,
与我携手走过荆棘，
I let my guard down,
我卸下防备，
And then you pulled the rug,
却无法将你再次拥有，
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved.
我也慢慢习惯了你爱过的我的模样。
一首《Someone You Loved 》，单曲循环了无数遍。我喜欢男歌手略带沙哑的声音，喜欢钢琴由舒缓逐渐走向激昂的层层递进，喜欢它的旋律如此简单却携带着抚慰人心的温暖，喜欢它的歌词——散文诗一般的节奏，朴素动人的诉求，哀而不伤的悼念。
这是一首关于“失去”的歌。
沉浸其中，我不知道使我泪流满面的具体是哪一个画面哪一个停顿或者哪一句歌词。
是共情的力量吧。渴望被珍惜被倾听被拥抱，渴望有股力量帮我对抗死亡与厄运，渴望在苍凉的暮色中有一盏温暖的灯为我而亮……
或者，是那些回不去的往事和故人。在我以为来日方长，未来还有无数个明天可供挥霍，于是放任自己去辜负去伤害去忽视，却不想命运收回了馈赠，而我来不及说再见，来不及说抱歉……
又或者，为着你曾深爱过我，我想让你知道我配得上你的深情和期待，于是我不允许自己沉沦，哪怕对你的思念让我痛彻心扉。和泪唱完这一曲挽歌，我会再次启程，带着你的爱和心跳，前往你许给我的春暖花开……
