Meeting you was never easy, and that’s why I cherish you more than anything in this world. So please, promise me one thing—never leave me. I’ve been wanting so badly to be the one who comforts you when you’re upset, who stays by your side when you’re tired or sad, who listens to you when you have no one else to talk to. I can wait for you patiently, for as long as you need, but I beg you—don’t let me down, don’t break my heart.
I can’t control how much I like you; it’s something that comes naturally, deeply, and wholeheartedly. I have never once thought about leaving you, not even for a second. I’m an extremely sensitive person—even the smallest change in your attitude, the tiniest hint of distance, makes me overthink everything. I’m constantly scared that one day you’ll grow tired of me, that you’ll walk away, and I’ll be left alone. The way you make me feel, the warmth and happiness you bring into my life—no one else can ever replace that.
I’m not good at expressing myself with words. I even struggle to write a simple 500-word composition, overthinking every sentence. But I hope you can understand what I’m trying to say, even when I can’t find the right words. I know I might have done many things that disappointed you, said things that annoyed you or made you unhappy. I’m always afraid that I’m being too clingy, too noisy, or just too much for you.
I’m not as strong as I pretend to be. I hold back my feelings and try to endure everything alone. Sometimes I type long paragraphs, pouring out all my thoughts and fears, only to delete them at the last moment because I think they’re too sentimental or too much. Deep down, I’m really insecure, easily getting anxious and afraid of losing you.
Liking you is the most sincere and serious thing I have ever done. So please, don’t lie to me, don’t hide things from me just because you think I’m naive or too young to understand. I may be childish and immature, but one thing is for sure—I will stay by your side, love you, and accompany you for a very, very long time.
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