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I Sweared ~Inspiration from grandma
——By sprite_Huang
《我发誓‖来自祖母的启示录》
——作者‖黄精灵公主
——翻译‖蒜我狠_笨狗
Hello, dear visitors, I am Sprite.I am anormal mid age married woman,I have ajob, but I am not promoted for 8 years.
I have 2kids.Everyday I have to work 10 hours, and spend 4 hours to take care of my kids.
亲爱的读者朋友们，敬安！我是小精灵。我是一个结过婚的平凡女人，我有一份工作，但是我已经8年没有升职了！
我有两个孩子，我每天花10小时工作学习，另花4小时照顾小朋友。
Sometimes I feel my life is hard, hopeless. Even so, I still want to have an exciting,passionate, energized life.
Actually,I did try to get some suggestion from someone else.She is my grandmother.
She was so great woman, I do admire her， even she has already gone for 2 years.She had 4 children, 10 grandkids, 11 grandkids’ kids.
有时候，我感到生而维艰，看不到希望。尽管如此，我还是对生活满怀激情，干劲十足！事实上，我确实从别人那里，得到过一些鼓励和帮助。
如今，细想起来，她给的不仅是激励，更是一部启示录。她就是我的祖母。她是如此伟大的一个女性，我仰慕她。
哪怕她如今去世两年了，我对她的钦慕，丝毫未减。她有四个孩子，10个孙辈，11个玄孙辈！
Whenever her birthday came.A big big family birthday party would be held.Whenever her kids, grandkids said “happy birthday” to her, she always smiled happily,she thought she was the happiest woman in the world.
每当祖母生日，一个大家族的生日会因此而展开。每当子女以及孙辈说出“生日快乐”的时候，她总是愉快地作答，想必她自认为是世界上最幸福的女人了吧！
Outside people always praised my family is a harmony, model family.
But, at the ending 2 years of her life.She got sick.Cannot move, cannot speak, cannot eat, finally cannot breath.
In the final 2 years of her life, my antes, my uncles, my dad and mom, argue to each other day by day, just to escape from the responsibility of taking care of that dying old woman.
外人总是赞美我们家是和谐的模范家庭。但是，在生命中的最后两年里，她卧病在床，不能动，也不能说话，吃不下饭菜，弥留之际甚至不能呼吸。
祖母人生最后两年，我的婶婶叔叔们，爸爸妈妈，一直在吵架。仅仅是为了逃避照顾老妇人的责任，因为她人之将死，其鸣也哀。天下间的事，没有比这个更能体现“久病床前无孝子”的真理了。
The most harmony model family has gone;The final moment remain in my dearest grand mother’s eyes is argument and pain.I cannot accept this fact.
I love my grandmother, she’s so kind heart woman, she never think about herself, she dedicated all her life to our family.
最和谐完美的现代模范家庭，消失不见了。在敬爱的祖母眼中，弥留前那一刻，子孙仍然在争吵不休，这令她心痛不已。这个老妇人，她从来奋不顾身，她为这个家族，献出了自己整个生命。
She had a good beginning, why can’t she have a good ending.She deserved a better life.So, I learnt from my grandmother’s life that:
A good beginning not means we will have a good ending.Life will change, we can not control our life.So, I have to live in moment.
她有一个好的开始，为何老天就不给她一个完美的结束呢？她本该享受更好的生活啊。所以，从祖母整个一生的历程，我得到如下启示:
第一，好的开始，并不意味着，有一个好的结局。
第二，人生无常，我们没法预测未来如何。因为，我们都活在当下。
I sweared, I will spend all my life to love my life.I sweared for what?Let me introduce for you.
我发誓，我会用一生，好好爱自己。我所发誓的八件事，分别是I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D！以下将八件事，一一向您详细阐述。
I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D Number1:instrument.
I always dream to there is one day, a handsome guy will play guitar and sing love song for me. Of course, I never have such chance. Why not play myself and create romantic moment formyself?
So, I really like to learn to play some instrument, just love myself.
S: Sing.I can not sing well. But I still like and keep singing. Because it really make me relax.
我发誓I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D。誓言一，我会一辈子为自己弹奏乐器。我一直梦想有一天，我的白马王子奏着吉他，唱着情歌向我走来，当然，我从没有这样的机会。我为什么不为自己弹奏一曲，为何不为自己创造这种浪漫的时刻呢？
因此，我刻苦学习乐器，只因为我爱自己。誓言二，我会一辈子为自己唱歌，为生活唱歌。尽管唱得不好听，尽管五音不全，可我就是爱唱，并且会一直坚持唱下去。生活中不能没有歌曲，因为歌曲，常常使我心情放松。
I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D.The third:Write.
I can not live without write. Because I have sensitive brain, easily interact with people’s emotion, if I can not write it down I will have headache. Writing is good medicine to heal my headache.
E:Express. 2 years ago, when I stood on public speech stage first time. I could not open my mouth. I was frustrated so much.
One of the membered comfort me. He said he has same personality with me, introvert silent style, but he is also expressive type, these 2 personalities do not conflict. After that I did proof that I am also an introvert but expressive personality. I did better and better on the stage.
我发誓I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D。誓言三，我发誓将坚持写作，直到生命的尽头。因为我有着敏锐的大脑，很容易和朋友们共情。倘若我不将这种感悟写下来，我会食寝难安。誓言四，我发誓坚持用演讲表达自己。两年前，当我站在公众演讲台上，我哑口无言。
事后，我沮丧至极。其中一个小伙伴安慰我说:“我也性格内向，但我同时也热爱表达演说，这两种性格并不冲突。”后来，我也的确证明了我自己也可以内向的同时，把演说做得很棒。在演讲的舞台上，我越来越自信，做得越来越好。
I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D.The fifth:appreciate.
I do appreciate to all my life. I used to be hurt but I am healed,I used to be lost, but I am found. All the past bad experience will finally count in to my fortune. I believe.R: Read,Reading really make feel peaceful.
Those hundreds books lying inside my brain really make me pround of myself.
我发誓I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D.誓言五，我发誓我感恩这个世界，感恩美好的生活。我曾受过伤害，但我已治愈。我曾迷失过自我，但我亦找回生命的意义。过往所有困难和挫折经历，都将成为我宝贵的财富。我坚信这一点。
誓言六，我发誓我会终身阅读。阅读使我心平气和，我曾读过的数千部书，全部深刻脑海，为此我感到骄傲。
I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D.The seventh:English.
I love my life I keep curiosity of my world. So, I like to learn global language to explore more this big big world.Finally,D: drawing. I do enjoy the feeling when I am drawing. Reality is not perfect, I am proud of myself that I can create a perfect dream with my painting pen.
我发誓I.S.W.E.A.R.E.D.誓言七，我发誓，我会终身运用英语。我热爱生命，永远对世界，保持着最初的好奇心。
所以，我喜欢世界性语言，去探索这个浩瀚的地球。最后，我发誓，我会坚持绘画。我喜欢画画时的感觉。现实并不完美，但我可以用画笔，任意画出一个完美的世界。
All in all. I am a shy introvert type people, but it doesn’t stop my love to express my love towards my life and the big big world.I sweared , I will live in moment, I will enjoy life.I will keep enjoy expressing myself to the world.
总之，我是个内向型孩子，但这并不妨碍我表达我的热爱。我热爱我的生活，我热爱这美丽而博大的世界。我发誓，我将活在当下，热爱生命。我会向全世界，表达和展示我自己。
Thank you for loving me.
I love you too.
诸君厚爱，敬谢不敏！
君卿吾爱！
