Haste makes waste. i find i have become more and more impatient in these days. it is really a bad thing.i do not know whether others guys also have such mood like me. as growing older and older,i really have no patience to wait for something. i have not read a whole book for a long time. to a new book. nowdays, i only just flip through a few pages and then put it down. i am afraid that it will waste my time. maybe you will think i am so busy on my business. but in fact i do not have my business.i do not own a company.i am just a common engineer.to be honest with you i nearly give up learning new technologies. i have no interest to them. sometimes i feel learning them is just wasting my time.because i know maybe several years later these technology will be died out. since it will be knocked out, why i spend some time to learn it. also now i am not using it anyway.
maybe it is like a popular word 'LieDown' and my wife always tells me to choose to lie down. although i also behave to like the 'lieliedown',but in my inner heart. i do not like to choose to give it up to life. i still have hope in my heart, i also have lights in my eyes.
now i find things become worse and worse.that is dangerous.yes. i lost much money on stock. but it will not affect my life.i do not like gambling. now the best time for me is to stay with my little kid haobao. only stay with him ,i become patient.but i do not always have time to stay with him。
i have not learned english for a long time .i find it is a little bit harder for me to express my thoughts. with the help of baidu english translation i finally write these words. i need to learn some english everyday. and write english diary. maybe writing english diary is the best way to learn english.
