Dear god, thank you for letting me feel this kind of feeling, all the way down to the bottom of life, while still sharing with me some hope.
When I was about to DS the answer of it, you gave me tips from people all around the world, trying to say to me, it's okay, kid.
Now I know, it's okay. Just do it, anything that entertains myself, be healthy, do something that might make a change to the world. He, just isn't everything, don't bother, god will tell. I'll know the time when it's over.
去做取悦自己的一切，你值得，加油！
